This Law Student is Clueless About Her Career; Are you Too?

Career! This word makes me freak out every time it crosses my path.

Or wait! Maybe I am the one crossing the path here. It scares me so much that even when I sit to write, all the memories of my semester exams, preparations, internship tensions, placement, litigation, ‘corporate job’ flash in my mind.

There I just think about the good old CLAT days, which even though at that time seemed like a challenge, is the best way to practice my good-old “escapist strategy”.

But no matter how much we try to escape, it is undeniable that we really cannot escape our fate. This apart from career gives me goosebumps.

Thinking of fate, reverts me back to the very famous Bhagwad Gita saying,

“Karmanye Vadhikaraste Ma Phaleshu Kadachana, Ma Karma Phala Hetur Bhurmatey Sangostva Akarmani”.

Little did we know about the obstacles which we will have to face in doing this ‘Karm’ of building a career for ourselves.

From the Cut Throat competitors in the college, commonly termed as CTs’ to the teachers who burden us with neck deep cases, we have faced it all. Still, somewhere, the fear of occupying the last seat lurches. One simply cannot severe out the antagonism.

Confirming to the expectations of the people seems the most uphill task. After making it to a college, I am sure, most of you can certainly empathize with me.

The proud moment of going to top notch college didn’t last for long as you had to constantly be a part of the ‘Rat Race’ and meet the expectations of your family, friends and even classmates in college who are certainly as good as you for they have come through the same exam, or who might be awing your rank and appreciating your answers in the class.

I wish the struggle ended there but certainly, it doesn’t and thus you end up staying nervous all time, finding better ways to take your mind off the unnecessary pressure and competition. Suppose, you do not end up being the topper! Then? Then the saga continues.

You go to some committee interview where all CVs’ seem lauded with accolades that leave you speechless. There, another saga, “CV banana hai, yaar” begins.

The “Gyan Ka Mandir” (Temple of Knowledge) college seems to be like a roller coaster that throws you off from different heights.

1. Everyone is confused; even Arjuna was 2. If there is no confusion, there is no Krishna

1. Everyone is confused; even Arjuna was
2. If there is no confusion, there is no Krishna

The internship applications which you send to a number of organizations and firms, who choose to be mean and not entertain you seems more like a normal phenomenon.

You approach seniors who sarcastically put it as “Resources and contacts”. There, we have another race, “Resource Banao” race. Some are born with a silver spoon, some are lucky enough to buy it, but if you do not belong to any category, you term yourself “ruined”, where, you can only see, as I can recollect one of my 12th Std. poems, by Stephen Spender, “future painted with fog”.

The moot selection time when everyone is behaving in the most “stud-type” manner, making you feel all the more like a donkey that you had already been feeling.

If you get in, well and good, if not, then again you feel like a loser. It is this point of the career when all the odds are against you and you even after working hard are unable to reach the peak of your success.

This career- making drama drives you crazy and even if you overcome the law school issues, you will be welcomed by the “ugly truth”.

That’s the time when Law school graduates miss their college life and you wonder why. You go on net and see the recruitment of the law schools and your heart sinks the moment when you see a percent less than 100.

The problem with our brain is that it is intrinsically programmed to think negative and we always think that since 99% are going to get in, I am going to be the 1%.

Even if you overcome the apparent shock of low recruitments and an awaiting meltdown in the Legal Industry, the worry then shifts itself to salary and this fancy term, ‘Package’.

This is something which has had the greatest number of Google searches before you began struggling in this circus. Somehow, that just made you feel proud but now it curls your blood.

It pains when there is no reply to the incessant mails sent for internships. It pains when you work hard and yet fail to confirm to your expectations. It pains when you are not termed as THE STUD of the college. It pains every single time when you think about career, so much that you rather choose to end it in one go.

I still remember the time when the first think that was asked to us by our seniors during positive interactions, something like, where do you see yourself after 5 years” and we had an answer at the back of our hands, “Corporate Job”. Now, most of us laugh at ourselves thinking how foolish we were.

Law is much more than that. I am amazed. Sometimes it’s the lack of opportunity that worries us, sometimes it is excess of opportunities that do the same.

Since we are humans, our ever thinking brain jumps to its favorite work and worries. “Par kya guarantee hai ki mujhe wahi milega jo mujhe chahiye?” (What’s the guarantee that I’ll get what I want).

So at the end, if you are capable and well read, you will get what you want and you won’t restrict yourself to the very starry options open, but would like to explore much more than that.

A line, which perhaps is more comforting and famous than the not so infrequent scolding beautifully wrapped in idioms and proverbs of all kinds flashes in my mind.

“Beta kabil bano kabil, Kamyabi to sali jhak mar ke tumhare piche ayegi.” (Become able; success will chase the able, jhakk marke).

I still can’t understand is it “career woe kya hai” (what’s the career woe?) or “career woh kya hai”! (what is a career).

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  1. Riya Ghosh says:

    i am so happy to read many of the things written above. truly. but for some others, i wish law students would figure these things out without getting so unnecessarily philosophic and emotionally intense. lighten up man. UNCLENCH!! this is not good. this is extreme and too much of anything is bad. and i am saying this only because i have seen so many of such articles on lawctopus recently. it is good that we are beginning to pause in the middle of this rat race and sense the mindless flow we are caught up in. these are admirable sentiments and i dare say that some people will relate to you and take heart. but if you don’t unclench now, its gonna make ppl who think like this so self important!!!! and i mean that in the best possible way – take a moment and don’t take my tone to mean anything else. all i m saying is that these larger than life sentiments should be saved for causes bigger than internships and law firm interviews. i know these are crucial moments in life and figuring out the right attitude has life altering consequences. but please, you are not saving the society from some great evil when you get a job or internship. instead, realise how you are glorifying and exaggerating a trifling issue. the challenge is to give things only as much concern as they need, and no more. because later these same people will be writing articles about how hollow or meaningless their work at the law firm is or how taxing it is and then comes the philosophy of life n all that. look, its not as if you are doing anything to fight for the disadvantaged classes of indians ore raising your voice for any such cause to be quoting krishna. im an atheist and still i m saying that you should invoke krishna for a greater cause. and there is only and only great wisdom in coming to terms with the humbling realisation that you and your career choices are such an insignificant part of the universe or even the biggest human culture conceivable. thats called taking a bird’s eye view. thats called getting some perspective. krishna does not care about your internship aspirations. and thats ok too. but overall, more n more ppl need to have the same self realisation as this that you have described. i guess its understandable why ppl become so unnecessarily deep. we do live in screwed up times after all. but we dont do ourselves any favour by using metaphors of wars and warriors in our heads. its not you. its psychology. if that is our self image and perception of the world, we will unconsciously begin to act upon it and will start living in our own dimension. we wont make the world a better place. writers can mould perceptions. so pause to think what you create. so i guess i am really trying to caution you against the semantics and the comparisons. but overall, its inspiring !!!

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